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...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.

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the day when I stop loving you is the day when I close my eyes forever !

♥ ♥ ♥

something hurt more than missing you, is knowing you speak to another girl in the same speak way how you usually used to speak with me.♥

dear diary, smlem ak telfon dia. dia angkat! wah, senengnya. sangkin snengnya ak nga bs ngmong. trus ak coba tuk tenang n coba ngmong. ak ud ngmong brkali", tp nga dia jwab. trus ak buka lagu smbil ak nnyi buad dia. lagu itu sesuai bnged sm kisah ak sm dia. dia mute tlfonnya. ak nga bs dnger suara dia tp dia bsa. brkali" ak ngmg mntak maav. ak jga nga tw ap dia ad dngerin ak ato nga. hancur de. nga ad harapan lgy ak rasa. trus ak coba tlfon tmen dia. tmen dia blg dia nga mgkin buad ak kek gne klu dia syg ak. ak brusaha yakinin tmen na klu dia emg syg ak. tp nga bs. tmen na cm blg klu ud kek gne, nga tw lg loh harus gimna. emg sih baru dua hari kek gne, tp rasa na itu udh 2 thun. OMG! klu emg ak harus brenti buad mntak maav sm dia, tunjukin ak pertanda diary! ):

bullshittt!