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...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.

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the day when I stop loving you is the day when I close my eyes forever !

♥ ♥ ♥

something hurt more than missing you, is knowing you speak to another girl in the same speak way how you usually used to speak with me.♥

dear diary, smlem ak telfon dia. dia angkat! wah, senengnya. sangkin snengnya ak nga bs ngmong. trus ak coba tuk tenang n coba ngmong. ak ud ngmong brkali", tp nga dia jwab. trus ak buka lagu smbil ak nnyi buad dia. lagu itu sesuai bnged sm kisah ak sm dia. dia mute tlfonnya. ak nga bs dnger suara dia tp dia bsa. brkali" ak ngmg mntak maav. ak jga nga tw ap dia ad dngerin ak ato nga. hancur de. nga ad harapan lgy ak rasa. trus ak coba tlfon tmen dia. tmen dia blg dia nga mgkin buad ak kek gne klu dia syg ak. ak brusaha yakinin tmen na klu dia emg syg ak. tp nga bs. tmen na cm blg klu ud kek gne, nga tw lg loh harus gimna. emg sih baru dua hari kek gne, tp rasa na itu udh 2 thun. OMG! klu emg ak harus brenti buad mntak maav sm dia, tunjukin ak pertanda diary! ):

bullshittt!

envy people !

someone has made me angry today! his or her sucks mouth like a crazy duck that lost it wings.
do u want to know why? first, this people message me with unknown number on my phone to ask my friend mobile number. then I reply her or him "who is this? can't u ask her yourself" ? then soon this people says " galak banget! tidak layak jadi model! bla bla n bla bla bla" then I reply again " oh, gtu?" says he or she "dasar! model apa lu? foto dgn make up norak pun d taroh d fs" then I answer "awas ajaa klu gwe twu loe sypa!". she says again "pande ngancam ajaa kw. ngpaen tkut sm model norak kek km". last reply by patient wise "ak mles ladenin org ga pny manner kek km. bye". haha. such a envy people ! oops! someone(love) call me (: see eu again! mwah.

ud lma yaa ak ini ga ng'post. haha. sibuk ini itu. tak menentu lah. wkakakak. here is photo" lomba ku yg ga sempet ak upload kmren en photo" vacationku. hhe (: